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A failed marriage, raising a busted bellyninja on my own, said ninja having the autisms, doing the autism mum stuff, fighting the ninja's sperm donor to keep the ninja safe and happy though the useless family court system and attempting to do a business degree and run myself a sweet little online clothing shop eventually is all i've been doing. Oh and i've been learning the 3d's and I am working on a cg movie! Fuck everything it's bedtime

I haven't done fuck all here for such a long time but i am getting back into a few creative things. Dare i come back to deviantart or has it turned into a desolate wasteland of furries and fantards. Will i find constructive criticism or just plain trolling?

Thats right i am not dead yet but some days i either feel like i'm close or just wish i was! I've been busy taking care of hubby and bubby and Ninja is now 1! He's also up and walking and escaping his makeshift baby gate much to my dismay. I'm attempting to do a few one of a kind dolls but i need some help so if you have a minute please fill in this survey for me  http://www.surveymonkey.com/s/YCX2XMZ I'm thinking about posting some more of my frogtography and maybe i will have another frogtography night but there aren't as many out as the weather is cooling down but i still have some that visit for free grub at my kitchen window. I won'